Well it all started last Saturday when I spoke at a youth retreat for another church. I had never done that before. In my 5 years at my current church I had only spoken to my youth, or at events where my youth were present.
Today the journey of "speakerman" continued as I spoke at a Christian school where I grew up. I had to give the same talk 4 times about how to find a church. That's also the first time I've ever had to give the same talk more than twice.
Anyway, this was an eye opening experience. I had forgotten about how nervous I get speaking to a group of strangers. I had forgotten how to start from scratch. I felt weird and out of place. I felt like the outsider. I knew very few people. And if I'm honest, I kind of liked it...
Is that normal?
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