Ok...update. I'm apparently healthy. Well...at least physically. All the test results were normal. All except the occasional extra beat my heart will take. (But they aren't worried, so I'll say that the extra beat is just for Erin! That must get me some bonus points right?)
So now I've been told I need to get some rest. Go for a walk. Talk to a professional. And sleep.
I know that's the simple version and sounds easy, right? But you'd be impressed by just how difficult I can make the easiest of tasks.
This is all new to me. I'm used to broken bones and torn ligaments. I'm not used to no sleep and racing minds.
I think I'm learning a lesson about trust.
I shared a bit of my journey with my high school group tonight. Then they asked to surrounded me to pray. Then the tears started. And while I still attempt to wrestle/wade/journey through this season of life one night at a time, I am reminded of God's love and the love of others.