Wednesday, March 21, 2007

So what...

I'm falling deeper and deeper into something, but I'm not sure exactly what that "something" is. I know it has to do with the church (not just my church, but the larger church) though. My past and current experiences, my reading, my thoughts and my convictions seem to be up to something. And I'm not sure what's going to come out on the other end. I've had moments in the past 2 weeks where I feel like my head is going to explode. I have times when I'm racing...trying to figure out what to do...trying to figure out the "so what".

I'd liken it to a pile of modeling clay that's being shaped, but right now it just looks like a blob. Is this normal?

3 comments:

Nick said...

Nope not normal but it's right and it's beautiful. Same thing happened to me a few years ago and now I'm having the opportunity to live it out through church planting. I'm not saying that's where this is taking you I'm just saying you're not alone but no it's not normal either.

-Nick

Coutts said...

i'm right with you man. jon

Knotter said...

Well at least I know if this is the road to insanity that I won't be alone.